as i enter into what i could imagine a selfish dream reality i know the vision is clear and no matter what i type my thought will radiate as loud as my typed words, just as my lungs soak the vital life force that keeps this body alive i pray thanks and glory be to God for designing my life the way it is. what shall i say for what i know i would have to crumble away as if i knew nothing. i would have to trust only what my eyes see. and what i learn i would be amazed at what i thought i knew. so with the wisdom ive learnt what i know i pray for it all to be distilled for a tangible force that enables me to be who i can and should, not by push, but by desire. my beingness directed towards that what i grasp comprehension. and what i know, knows. and i know that even this message will hardly be read from the same mentality that i write it in. for its like a code and beyond my current awareness, i know deep within what i am, and obviously all that is around, knows the source code pattern than enables this to be what it is. for i could type a single letter with thinking a thought and that entirety could preform multiple actions.

oh so i wonder. what a life ive lived and learned. i have dwelt here for just a blink which seems like everlong. and by guaging i trust this can last a very longer duration unless my path decided to hault physically and move into another phase and category, staying within the law of one.

how beautiful all my options are.

do i change the way i write to preform a greater task and ability that i have sought to preform. and will it be pleasureable until the catylist is a success. and what will come of me when i can finally be pure and balanced.

i pray health and love to the entire world. may all our powers help enlighten the very beings of all those who dwell on planet earth. may my task be preformed with help of those who have charge to do so. may we dwell within the light life and love, knowledge wisdom and powerwords of positive polarity...

may we simplify and finetune our qualities together helping one another achieve higher growth and overall enlightenment or so called acsension.


may those who are awake achieve the talents that they brought into this world, mastering it and using them accordingly to positive polarity.

may those entering rest recieve rejuvination and insight with what was known, is known, and what will and can be done.

in the greatest grand all of things, i am but a particle of awareness, a spec in the masseffect of creation. but i will still speak as tho God divine intelligent infinity, first spark dwells within me and all this is, being the law of one. 

for what i will continuely pray is for guidence, from master teachers on the righteous path, helping me carry my way for the journey i pursue. just as i would assume they also are being tought, learning, and growing themselves, which makes the learnteach and teachlearn a rememberence i now recall.

i do believe everything has a mass reaction and effect, and for what i have accepted to do to my body is through my own understanding of my consciousness, unbound by a mass group conscious but insighting the fact of the greater accomplishment, and the simple choice of what can and will be. for a everyday experience i can only pray and take action to choice by choice, being full aware of the mass complexity and the mass simplicity of everything, everywhere, all the time.

i pray this knowledge i indwell and help others to, however i may. and if this be for my own reassurance, than whatever i truely am and do for the greaterplan, mind, principle. let it be.

i just always pray i be not idle and a waste, although that would be a lie, and incorrect, for ive done good, as one would term in, language style...

i have much to, balance and correct so to say. and allow myself to truely take hold of what i must choose for the longterm effect of life made manifest, as well as staying present in my sanity to be who i am meant to be.

i try not to complicate these matters before bed but i do feel a desire to vent, with mixed emotions being that no words fall unheard, and id rather seek progress and try than to let go and forget and not do or choose to try.

so may my powers bless this world with peace, love, acceptance, of all and everything. may those with power to influence make the choices towards a more evolved sustained world.

i pray for a powerful radiance to consume us. 

and must i admit that i am still open to the rememberence of what i need to, keeping sane, and using catylist properly for growth and graduation to more.

i now send my own energy manifest to bind my being protectively, emitting vibrations outward, and accepting incoming vibes of healthy nature.

i command my being to rejuvinate and clear to purity and radiance. to glow and fulfill that what is ahead, in due terms.

amen.